So here I am thoroughly in my thirities...by that I mean I am now 31. Its weird 30 felt great and exciting and new. 31 just feels adult and grown, full of little and big pressures like, well, what have you managed to achieve and what are you planning to do now and so on and so forth.
I have a feeling of dissatisfaction with my current situation and what makes it worse is I don't know why. I should be happy, from a logical point of view last year set some pretty good foundations:
1. I have a stable full time challenging managerial job and a plan
2. I was made chair of an organisation I was passionate about
3. I moved back into my home properly
4. I am in the best shape I have been in for most of my life
5. I tidied up all relationship messiness and uncertainty
So yes, all good. But how I'm feeling is
a. A bit lost and unsure of what direction I want to go in
b. Unconnected to myself and my world
c. Unhappy with a number of nom-romantic relationships in my life
d. Disappointed with the romantic side of my life
e. Not in control of what is going on in my world
So here I am thirty days into my 31st year and that is my state of play...so whatcha gonna do about it?!?!?!?!
Well, I don't want to go through this year feeling like this and having the second list be my status quo, sooooo I am going to embark on variious ways to change what I am not happy with and make even better that which I am happy with.
I shall embark on a journey, a project 'The Improvement of the Lives and Loves of Ms VQ'...join me won't you?
I feel better already nothing like a plan to get things started right?
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