So the decision was made and the resignation given and so I am set right? Well not exactly. The boss has said nothing and it's been two weeks. So what do I do? I am excited but I am also overwhelmed, scared and...and...and it goes on. It's all so strange change..change...CHANGE! Learning to drive, entering the world of business, moving to Ghana, becoming some multiple entrepreneur it is all such a departure from my world and so I am reeling a little...okay I am reeling aLOT. Times like this I won't lie I do wish for that special someone who is all mine, there for me to unburden too - he gives me advice, a hug, a kiss, words of reassurance and sweetness...ah well. So as you may be getting my mind is a little jumbled at the moment and I am reacting a little to all this change! I am trying to embrace the change dream with relish about this jump into the unknown. It's funny I have been here before...10/11 years ago I packed up and took myself to Ghana and then I really didn't know what I was going to...age and fear I guess have set in and eroded my edge...taken a little of my fearlessness. But I see that now and so I take a deep breath and refuse to let the demons win and ruin my driving lessons and retard my movements forward if inconvenient procrastination. One life to live and I am committed to living it so here I go people today...4th April 2011...D (departure)-Day...11th August 2011...wish me luck...send a prayer and here we go!